Pandemic nights

Pandemic nights: restless, uncertain

Watching for light behind the curtain

To slowly flood the day ahead

Listening to classics as I lie in bed

To block the dance of myth and fear

That mingles with scientific fact both clear

And terrifying.

To mask or not to mask?

That is one question

Others jostle in my head, clamouring for attention:

When will shielding stop?

What happens if we catch it?

When did I last call my family?

When can we travel?

Where are we safe?

When

Will

It

End?

Phone and earphones by our bedside

I have listened to audiobooks, plays and opera through these dark hours

Aware that I’m waiting for the blackbird’s solo

That heralds the dawn chorus

And the start of a new day.